WHY DO WE FALLING IN LOVE ?

Soften your knees, not your longer wipe the smile off your face, you thought kept flying at him or her, safe symptoms that you fell in love. But what exactly happens in our body when the heart leaps with love? And is it possible to be in love forever?

The chemistry of falling in love

By their own statements, recent lovers think of the beloved 90% of the time or more. What scientists tell us, the 100 billion neurons of the brain are responsible for increased heart rate and emptiness in the stomach. The passion is greater, the greater the activity of certain brain centers that direct feeling of excitement and voluptuousness. Those brain areas that cause the secretion of neurotransmitters dopamine, norepinephrine and phenylethylamine, which make lovers have their hands wet and they put a lump in my throat. Blood pressure and pulse rate increases, breathing becomes more rapid, occurring sweat, excitement and euphoria. There are side effects, somewhat risky, of this "drunkenness" hormonal hyperactivity, decreased appetite, insomnia. This explains Valentine's dependence partner. When the object of their passion is not near them, entering a kind of withdrawal similar to drug addicts.

Fall in love's sickness?

Somewhat yes, but this can not be a reason to give up love. "Love is pure obsession, this longing, this madness is the very core of it. No hard we can control and put an end to them," experts say. The nature of the link between love is so tight that they miss each other as soon as they walked out the door. Science and stuck his nose here. Experts have measured the percentage of serotonin in the blood of lovers. It is a

hormone that provides mental stability. When the level drops, it is wasting and mood. The blood of lovers, when one of them is missing, serotonin barely reaches 60% of normal 10 milligrams - a similar situation to the psychotic, suffering from various fixations. The consequence of serotonin deficit: in the absence of a loved installs lack of energy and passivity, fear and depression. The conclusion? Equivalent to a state of infatuation "microparanoia" ...

We can learn to fall in love?

Most lovers say that they happened, simply to fall in love. Although they will not heed the science persevere in its research. Helen Fisher, a famous American anthropologist, says, for example, that drug enthusiasts easier to open this sense, have greater availability. But the flame of passion can be turned on and otherwise. "On all those lonely, who want a new love, I urge Go out into the world, let people understand that you are looking for a partner," says Fischer. However, it is not appropriate to accept anyone who comes our way. Love at first sight there is indeed (more often men), but at least half of lovers waiting a period of time before "surrender".

Why do some people fall in love often and others seldom?

It's sad when a dear friend and long communicative one, earnestly assures us: "For me there is no man can fall in love."? Especially that statement is completely false. We can fall in love almost anyone, provided they do not have too high demands. Psychologists say otherwise: they think some may fall in love hard, or not at all because of their biochemical constitution. Those people have difficulties when they have to recognize the symptoms of love and draw correct conclusions from them. On the other hand, we can deliberately prohibit us love, for example when potential partner is married or living far away. It's not easy, admits Helen Fischer and give the feeling heavier than physical contact "always meet people we would like to make love, and yet we are content to shake hands."

I can make others fall in love with me?

When someone does not want to fall in love with us, that is. But there are ways we could help we can change this situation. Psychologists believe that we have the opportunity, if they suggest we are concerned that the man we want, but inaccessible, and that he might be the only exception. "Listen to her, instead monopolized the discussion and to expose oneself to the fore", proposes Bas Kast, author of "Love and passion explanation." Assessing responses from students love, he learned that small gestures of affection passion can trigger other. For having the feeling that we want, start to be born in us the same desire. Other studies have highlighted the role of adrenaline in the emergence of a love story. "We are not escalating

heartbeat because we love. We fall in love because our heart beats louder." The famous "bridge experiment" conducted by American researchers, more male subjects were sent either to cross a bridge suspended on cables or solid one, built of wood. At the end of each of them was a beautiful woman who handed men questionnaires that were filled, giving them also the phone number for further questions. They have received four times as many calls from men of the suspension bridge, and researchers concluded that heartbeat, emotions produced by crossing dangerous with shivery knees goal and stomach, were transferred to the woman. Therefore, the writer Bas Kast we recommend that, without imitating Indiana Jones to soar occasionally with my chosen one in thrilling, like a race giant wheel at an amusement park or even watching a thriller. Thus, it will be hard to distinguish what they produce more emotion: the movie or the presence of women. Finally, for those who prefer simple processes: sometimes a sane argument can be useful.

There is an elixir of love?

The story of Tristan and Isolde, all happened at lightning speed: drink a magic elixir and instantly seized the everlasting fire of love. In real life, things are slightly more complicated. Helen Fischer doubts that in the near future will invent medicines capable of helping us fall in love. "I have to meet a variety of factors: the right time, plus a range of stimuli to which we are accustomed from childhood to react." It assumes, however, that "one day we will have the necessary means to change our brain noradrenaline dopamine levels, thereby enhancing the ability to fall in love even easier." Until then, we'd better eat chocolate, bananas and tomatoes, as also boosts production of dopamine.

How long can we be lovers?

Different studies on the subject oscillates between 18 months and three years. It states that, beyond this limit, nerve routes were already used surplus phenylethylamine. Stage is actually established mechanisms and evolution of species conservation, being long enough to allow choosing a mate to procreate, and the deposit enough energy in perpetuating activity. Neurochemical reactions may extend, when love encounters obstacles and has struggled to defeat them. But do not be sad because love has a cold: sexual exhaustion would destroy us if passion would continue indefinitely.

How we love how it works and the relationship?

 American psychologists at the University of Pennsylvania and conclusions expressed by the algebraic formula: Y = 5,44x + 6,62. Translated into ordinary language, she says the following: the attraction between two people depends on all common concerns and similar living concepts. In couples who have survived less than a year, there are fewer than those affinities remained united two to five years. Over five years of the couple, it's just routine and compromise for the sake of family relationship and children.

So opposites be split up quickly or adapt to each other. It is true that often tend to fall in love people that draw us in that they are different from us, but with time, precisely those qualities of their irritates us and make us leave them. Then we can only say: "Before, under canvas."

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WHY WOMEN PREFER BAD GUYS ?

Women when they meet at night to catch them talking about them. Their blood and pulse heats them increases with the number of coffee cups emptied and filled with cigarette butts . Time passes at a speed that makes them think if not , they know something scientists say that in recent decades, day decreased by about 10-15 % .

The bad guys you attract women as moths are turning blind every time the bulb hot. With wings burnt them back again and again, as if this would be his destiny. Because they know to slam in bed like no other. Because their arms arms and sometimes beat them such a defeat is all they need . Because their embrace, although it hurts, it's alive and others prefer whole leaves . Because they like to arrange the bones in place after they came out of their lives.

 Feminists protest . They say that a woman who leaves her arms lost in such a slave , was not released, she did not understand CS deserves respect. As a victim who falls for an executioner. Syndrome that carries a name . Maybe that's right Or maybe put above respect, a certain vortex, some drunk, a loss of self, that only the bad guys are able to inject a poison and blood to her .

The bad guys know how to hand poked in all that good . Good guys waiting to happen . The bad guys do not beg love, but a claim as their right as inalienable. Good guys do pancakes and serve them breakfast in bed , country boys grabbed unsuspected paths and drag them , and they follow them . Good guys walking around with their carriage and bring wicked able to do even bungee -jumping and to the scariest roller- coaster .

Why we love bad boys ? Because they go where no one would dare to go . Look in a second everything he learned his mother , magazines women and life before. In case anyone ever heard . Because behind the look " polished " the woman of our times is their makeup sex , unadjusted unvarnished all the fireworks. Every woman will experience , at some point , the myth of " wild stallion " looking for the man that no other woman had failed to " tame " and to " ride " . From this they try to extract a guarantee that if they will soften , then only they will be the ones who will ride him . It ultimately control primary desire.

On top bad guys , writes great " suicidal tendencies ." While the good guys promise life , bring the bad guys dead . But death charming, even spectacular . What women do not understand is that the bad guys die alone. They will not grab them take arms in their last moments . They will be cast in the same grave, will not last trip with them . Because bad guys are lone wolves , and they are only transient in their lives, nothing more.

Good guys do not have to despair . Probably they will walk them down the aisle. They will bear children . This after will not have anything arranged, nothing broken and will thanks pancake , booties and " Kisses " on the forehead evening.

 Undoubtedly women are enchanted by the bad guys , but not long term.

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THE HUNTER

Years of marriage are leaking so light, you end up imperceptibly spring 38, a wife and two children. And at some point you notice that you are seen increasingly less and most of them do only outputs or only with children. And sleeping alone and if holiday is the sea, where they do not like, you get to go alone with the children.

And the sea is beautiful and romantic and two women appear and tell themselves, walk and at some point you realize: one of them even attracts you and you want to kiss her, and she refuses. But the next day she no longer forbid. And then, you ask her more and she refuses and ... and vacation ends. And I cried, yes, I even cried after her.

She is the youngest (31 years), most beautiful and smart, divorced, no children. Do you want, but how not to do comparison.

But the tale does not want it to end and there is still a meeting. Merely to show that it is not just a holiday story. But meanwhile achieved wife suffers and requires a decision. And with children between us is easy to take a decision. Public repudiation on Facebook, all of your problems and acquaintances are not you only have to feed yourself with the thought that you are neither the first nor the last in this world with such problems. And the tale goes undecided, a truce for a limited period at the end of 2013.

With new forces begin rebuilding marriage trying to give as much. But forget about the issue during his wife had probably never know the real strength and decades in the same boredom and routine. Interestingly bed are ok; tell friends and realize that, in fact, what we boast in this chapter.

But months pass and loneliness overwhelms me again. And coming mid-summer 2014 and send a message. And she responds naughty. I did not forget. And we meet and tell, I invite her warm smile, her eyes aimed throws sparks to ignite a fire that's actually a real blaze and finally she invited me to her. And I feared rejection, because the spirit protector of me tells me I would not want to suffer again for me. On the road the 200 kms to the house (which painfully separate us every time) I realize that they are among the few losers in the world who would refuse the opportunity to fully enjoy the moments spent with someone who yearned after that.

Messages continue obscene become dirty and exciting at the same time and she asks me directly. I'm reluctant to give an answer, but can not refuse to infinity, no train waiting so many times and would even offensive to her. Accept and meet. Yes, it is incredible, unreal, unimaginable for both. I am the god tan, she is the princess white, white, corporate workaholic untouched in mid-summer sun. The passion with which it gives me to compare it with an explosion that engulfs all the air around her.

Already after the third meeting feel that there need to provide a ring ... hhmm so fast, ring? about burn stages. Pass the test and buy the ring and realize that though she only wants an affair with me. The character somewhat constant, but still only an adventure.

After several meetings and wife realize that there was a problem. It was easy and as long as I did before love for hours, half the night, and was now half an hour waiting to be over before they even begin. Strangely, after a while found that she accept this infidelity. Why? Perhaps I was throwing a husband. I promise it's just a summer rain and I will pass.

And I sleep with his wife and once even the same day. In love? Out of fear she did not find someone? From compassion? Do not know, do not know. I feel like a bull but as a monster, a husband failed.

But incendiary nights that bring weight loss, physical harm me and her, break me any and I want to do anything just to be with her. Did loves me, is obsessed with sex or just never had someone recently? I'm not experienced enough to answer. I came along we thought long lost. And go on weekends together. And children ask me (worship me) why I leave one at the weekend; even without them? Become stressed wife bombards me with sms that I realize that much to me, and probably you as I care about her and the family. And she read me, is smart and intuits.

And after our weekend movies that tells me citybreak site that was between us over and get back to my house. Refusal vigorously and meet again. Sexual attraction is instant, but we stop ... just tell. I asked to make a decision. Then tells me she wants a family, not just to live the moment.

Wife asks me to resume our marriage a second chance. Not saying before, but the second chance was in the fall of 2013 when I quit once to it.

I propose that for two or three months to try to forget it and to devote myself to family and if you do not resist, that is, to take the most difficult decision of my life after 18 years of relationship.

Tell a friend passing and he admits that has never known such nights. Sorry, can I destroy and silence his marriage.

I can not sleep and can not live without it and not restrain myself to write. After two weeks I say that is happy. And it breaks me heart pain. Then write that I started a new relationship. Tremor at work, home and me quieter night run many, many miles from 10 to 11 constantly. I wanted to cry, that's why I chose the night, I do not see anyone. But I gave a tear. And neither was I tired, although I think a tear to my muscles. At least if it was a race track, I get something out of it.

Analysis and thinking that she did not mind, so probably trying to make family dreams on "fast forward". Or trying to hurt me to hasten my decision. But both solutions are to the detriment of her times is too libertine times is too selfish and dangerous blackmailer. Making it makes me start to sleep more than 4 hours a night, is a breakthrough.

They are often a delayed. And I'm glad I did not rush. How the hell did divorce after 2-3 months with her? I wanted to make sure I did not agitate for a fire of straw. However, it was normal to divorce before having a new relationship, do not forget that. I think I would have expected it a year. There are an adventurer, are just a 38-year romantic.

Wife is close to me still; and she is smart. If I would be asked to break up, I would have flown out the door, before at least to finish her ​​sentence. I always liked smart women.

She did not reply to my messages. But are becoming quieter. Now I'm sure he loves me not, or do not make me suffer. And I made ​​her suffer, but I was married, I could not escape so easily. Anyway not step on it, the attraction between us is too strong to still remain rational. You must think only head up. And I thought I would have to buy cot, pram, bottle, car seat, etc. and she me "forget" after 2-3 weeks?

I will not retaliate but never. I live with feeling slightly evil, that life will avenge her, when you meet another / others who will not pass all the tests that I've passed: romance, gifts and fools in two.

I feel free now. I know that my marriage can end anytime now; I know that his wife will be able to avenge me, but I am not afraid of anything, I just want to take care of children and try to love as much as life, without anyone around me to suffer because of me.

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THE SEDUCTION LAWS

Looking through my bedroom window and see sedentary people , houses, flowers, cars, trees blooming , birds singing , I hear , I feel humbled and happy, do not know where he got to me as miraculous wealth . Who loves me so much as to give me , without me asking for anything , a perfect world, more perfect than they would have dared to ask my imagination ? What mystery hiding this world ? Hurriedly get a message confirming that my first step towards knowledge is the question ; arrives quick response to my thought : remember the wisdom of the biblical word " Without love nothing is ! Everything you see , everything that exists is love. " Here I am cleared by a new miracle divine revelation .

Life and that all life is related to the miracles of love , colorful and fragrant flowers attract bees which carry on the love and mystery of procreation , the fruit fell from the tree after maturely seeds is sweet to draw animals , seeds resist digestion process and spread throughout the earth aided by wind and water , their unborn factory cord that connects the mother's body from receiving food , oxygen and love , males are endowed with an organ that females seeded in turn bestowed with all the necessary receipt and increasing the fruit . List of miracles is long, leaving the reader to add and marvel . The question we ask is trivial : Why were designed and figment these miracles ? What mystery lies behind these proofs of universal love ? What is love ?

I searched in response to philosophers , I went slightly over the bleak cynicism of Schopenhauer , then love would be a large bait to perpetuate the species , a partial truth because it would be a shame to be just that . Comte- Sponville , contemporary French philosopher , believed that love is less a feeling and more a state of mind , an idea similar to that of Spinoza who said that love is the pleasure that accompanies an external cause . It is said that love is pleasure to love another and that love is first directed to the lover , a need to respond to the fear of not being loved , loved being the person who fills the spiritual needs that we can not grateful for by other means. It cites the procreation instinct that can be done with a person who meets the requirement to have the same desire . Biological need to have offspring makes us seek a partner or a partner to fulfill it . Especially the transfer of all our construction imaginative and desired qualities we ascribe to justify the power of seduction and our choice. Physical affair between people is the expression in a specific manner , the universal principle of continuity through reproduction , which justifies a some as the possibility of repetition with another partner , but carefully , multiplication and partners drives the gate of the who writes : " I che'ntrate Lasciate ogni speranza " . Playful, like all poets, Baudelaire said that love is a "crime " that you can not do without an accomplice. It probably refers to stolen love .

Love is based on a waiver. Descartes warned that love is a passion without appearing to realize if your loved one deserve our love . Love has no boundaries or rules. St. Augustine said that the measure of love is to love without measure , and Maupassant you confirm adding: " love , nothing more , nothing less ." Love is a mysterious fire which burned partners happy together, aware of the transience and that the resulting fruit is their downfall .

Researchers have sought locations and explanations of love and the accompanying phenomena . It is assumed that love is a chemical response to chemical receptors . Place and brain structures involved in the actual love match those of " reward " . Love is based on the expectation of a reward : love and expect to be loved. In societies where sexuality is not considered commonplace passions may appear devastating. Psychologists have noticed the special aspects of manifestation of love : excitement , decreased power of judgment, lack of judgment , a tendency to exaggerate and bipolar patients , manic- depressive bouts of obsessive -compulsive disorder. Experts have noticed a connection between love and dependence, both coordinated by the reward . Distress to a some drug addicts is very high when their love is shared .

Develop specific activities of the human psyche has generated some particular events passion , jealousy , present in animals, monogamy , suffering lovers, expressing love pain artistic ways , and others.

These few thoughts enriched with readings make me disagree , completely , with Albert Einstein who said: " Not because terrestrial attraction people fall in love ." My book is the fact that as long as we do not know because we can not separate the terrestrial attraction to another universal law : the law of love .


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WHO STOLE YOUR BOYFRIEND?

Cruel , but true. Life can get you where you see how your boyfriend is " blown " very best friend ! You have neither the first nor the last to experience the bitter taste of betrayal , but watch for signs and act with caution. Can confirm your suspicions or speculations can be born from the love you carry for that " special someone " .

Typically, attitudes , gestures and hidden messages that you send us blow our true thoughts or intentions . Be sure that this principle applies to your best friend ! Intuition tells you that try to steal your boyfriend ? Carefully consider the typical signs and find her true face , before he invest time and energy in a toxic friendship .

1. You around in front of

The first obvious trend your friend in an attempt to conquer your lover is you do in the face of negative publicity . We do our best to highlight your flaws , always relative to its quality . I will put you in a bad light telling intimate and embarrassing things about you , especially when you're not present .

Ask your partner about the things your girlfriend says them about you , and if they are mostly unkind (even in the form of jokes ) , put a big question mark on her plans !

2. She tries to approach him at any cost

When you like a guy, you want to always be around him , is not it ? Notice the extent that try to sit as close to him to capture his attention and make him laugh. Also, see if you often touch palm on the shoulder or back , as gesture betrays the body language , physical attraction for the " comforted " by accident.

He offers to accompany him somewhere , just when you can not come? Here's a typical behavior of a woman who wants to conquer your lover !

3. Frequently suggest that you do not fit

Initially , it may seem that you are concerned for your fulfillment in love, but when they insist negative descriptions against him (although you does not it seem justified ) clearly sabotaging your relationship . As much as you would want good, can not you ever require someone to love !

4. Trying to draw all the attention on her

When you are all three strikes you her provocative attire and how strongly the concerns you lover ? Speak up or "cat" , as if he really want to be in the spotlight ? It 's her way of proving that a game is better than you!

5. Become competitive in the face of

Whether you play bowling , billiards, Monopoly , either discuss a topic of general culture , it becomes very competitive with you and it seems that it takes very seriously the competition ? Guess who " showing off " in front of your boyfriend to steal your place of his arms !

6 . Absurd reasons I contact

Always finds excuses to contact the internet or on the phone, under various pretexts absurd to ask information ( you can find it and net) or borrow something from him . Undoubtedly , it sees it as just a friend !

7. She's close his friends

If ingratiate family , colleagues, and his cronies , gaining more ground in the fight for the win , so do not look relaxed habit of your friend . Even if you have mutual friends does not mean that it is normal to " suffocate " the mother , sister or brother, your lover .

If you recognize one or more of these signs in the behavior of "friend" your time to act, otherwise ............... will demonstrate how to keep him.

Without hesitation,

Calm down the situation !


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Nothing is sweeter than stolen love!

It was Thursday and it was very hot, incredibly hot. Hairstyle not resist anymore. The hair stuck to his head, legs and bottom skirt, no air conditioning no longer cope.
I just thought the weekend comes and that's boring, we already knew what to do every minute. I was very bored and I felt very alone. And if you still ....
No, do not think, overblown yourself, you are now a married woman with children to raise. But even when convince myself, I passed through the brain thought that my husband knows not to make me vibrate long and the front of it, my fellow workers. Long corner smiling mouth when I saw it and I liked enormously do not mind me, although I knew clearly he likes.
One time at a party, talk to him about the problem and about discussing whether reincarnation really love the same person in every life. Live for the Far East and I just finished (yet again?) my book.
It passed quickly, and soon greeted me warm as usual, and I stayed with butterflies trapped in the abdomen. I knew she was alone, I knew not looking for anyone. Annoy me and I drew that do not mind me. Yet if ... pfffff, no!
Home husband informs me with a big smile on her lips that Sunday we go to lunch at his mother. And that's a joy he says it's the first time you go on Sunday - noon - his mother at the table. I smiled pretending they are on the brink of ecstasy.
I accused are lightly before thinking about the adventure, and I really tried everything? Why blame only him? Could it be that I have become boring in the marital bedroom?
Maybe we both changed. I tried it out on a walk after dinner. Refusal. I tried to make him look together in a movie (often together once we watch movies). Refusal. I expected to come to bed, I just Chanel (perfume) on me. So he came to bed, I fell asleep. It was normal to be late, but it was a league match on TV II. And actually, what I expected! This already happens when first child.
I woke up this morning (in Ciudad denial of Eve) very good mood and with a nail in the head ... If however!
And I imagined while sitting in the office and I went and heats all. And even if I decide what to do? Go ahead and tell him I want an affair with him? I'll take crazy. Excluded. I can humiliate me like this. Humiliate me? Humble? Hhhhhhmmmm, why take it as a humiliation ?
We met by chance in the hall to the coffee machine. I have skipped some words in your throat, I do not know that the brain has ordered :
- You said that your house is near a store with oriental. Where is it?
And even the next second I let my eyes down, I knew clearly that reads something instead of "oriental spices" in my eyes. And I was ashamed. What the hell? We have an age. I am a schoolgirl? Like I want to cook something Indian! Ppppffffff!
Am I entitled to vibrate, I am entitled to feel alive. I feel right on my own skin I'm a woman.
I have other uses than to see the house, children, relatives, etc..
I let my eyes down too late. Read everything they read.
- Tomorrow morning I'm home, if you want to come over for coffee and then give a round the store. At 10 would be ideal. She gave me the address and was gone.
I was like a fool next automatically. I felt super humiliated, I wanted to cry, to scream. What impression desperate I done?
Stomach pain due to nerve down after 5 minutes between my legs just imagining what might happen to his flat.
I sweat, I struggled, I suffered, I trembled all afternoon. Yes! We wanted! I wanted to go to him to do exactly what I felt, to go as safe with me as he left near the coffee machine and no longer stick never mind. Yes it have so much guts?
And who actually believed him? I ask him shop and he invited me to his home for coffee??? How do they afford it? Afford for you to read, I said and head voice, the voice would be a tight throat.
Of course I have to go to coffee with him forever. But what he thinks? I am a married woman. What he thinks, as I was I wrong husband?
Never. And I was dying of boredom??? Yes, better! But even I have to be clean, I will have no stain on the soul. I did my duty as a wife and mother. Ok! And then I told her husband that evening at dinner the next day I meet a friend in town to give a round ... are reduced. (How to get the reductions fall well anyway, and if it's adultery, see.)
E! So what? If I have to go? I could even go shopping tomorrow and Monday was no longer any bag in it. And if he asks months I was not I tell you blue in the face that I'm not a bitch goes home to someone drinking morning coffee, I really wanted to see the store. Point. Night.
The next day I do not know why I arranged it, I could swear I will not get to him. Still, I was very excited just thinking about what might come out if I go. But of course I have to go. I am a married woman who sees her job. Hearing nerve. How sure was he when he gave me the address, even thought it has to do with an adulteress.
But I could go to see store anyway. Can I get some spices and you surprise my husband cooking of Indian cuisine! Okay!
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Steps but I just went on his door and do not know why but I started to not be so well ordered. I was very depressed. I felt something when we crossed eyes and know for sure that he felt. It was a unique feeling, warm and very pleasant. Yes! I liked him and felt a terrible need to have it and I have. If it hurt and thought that I thought was not coming. Supposed to feel, I had to live.
Let's fuck my husband those who believe that if you took your wife and kids did, pay house rent and rates to get your car. God, we and us to pay our rent, rates and even raise our own children. I need someone asked me before coming home if you need to buy something for the house. I really did not need. Can I do it alone. Even know how to hunt better offers than he did!
I need someone to comfort me with his eyes when he looked at me, to see even from a non tears flowed again. I need someone to ask me what's in my heart and not in the refrigerator. Lord, as we go down like this, instead we get in other areas in a relationship? Why (after initially going on clouds of happiness) do not know than to talk about taxes, children, food, gas price etc?
Does marriage really ruin feelings??
It was in front of me. I did not realize that philosophy as I climbed the stairs and I deepened the depression worse.
There was no coffee. There were two glasses of champagne. She stretched a glass. We collided and drank thirstily. Even I was thirsty. We looked at each other very deeply. She said in a voice strangled like: You are so beautiful! I asked with a hoarse voice, approaching me from easily reaching his ear and his cheek against my cheek. "Let's not talk!" And I talked for a long time.
I do not know whether we "like two crazy love" but I felt I dreamed I vibrated, I had sex, love as though it was the first and last time in my life. I never knew I could do what I did in the morning because I had not done before. I felt like I came in and he will not quit. I felt as if my whole being in there would have been from the beginning. I like being rebuked by his long time girlfriend

"How long were you waiting? Really do not feel my posts? Really do not know the first moment you'll be mine?" But I was not there to answer her, I was somewhere in the clouds, I was a single butterfly, beautiful, happy to fly as high because I only consciousness that you fly today.
I was happy! Even happy, not stories. I stood up, my legs were shaking. I wanted to go faster. I was scared that his vision will be his. Luckily call and mobile. I mumbled something and I immediately dressed. I left.
I left as he left me near the coffee machine. Confused full. Feels no guilt. I always thought that if I cheat I have guilt over his head. Nothing. Do not feel guilty about anything, from none.


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