My name is Doris am 35 and I was born in Montana. I live in Texas, with parents, which attracted my friends quite often reproaches. They do not cease to repeat that I am still an age, it would be appropriate to leave them with the traditionally older ones, to break the umbilical cord that connects me to them and look for a point, to try to do something with my life. I have an older sister by two years, married since 25 years, and I repeat it the same thing from time to time, somewhat distraught that fail to get along "among the world", as she says, that will make a family and have kids. She has two wonderful boys, you and I love them exceedingly, for that matter, and that it does not stop me give an example, knowingly asking me: 'When I see you and you with it in the house? " If I put this question, she or anyone else, after three months, then my answer would have been clearly this: "Never!" But now, where I am, taking it with me on David, full of hope and optimism respond "soon!" I like to meet with me when I otherwise a wonderful man, full of patience, kindness and understanding, smart and hardworking, beautiful the way out ... his eyes are "closed", that does not matter to me as long as the heart it is always open and ready to help me whenever I need and get warm with the love of burners. Yes, that's right, David is blind! I knew, ahead of a series of upright men physically, but whose souls could not stand up in any way at the height of the blind David, the man who saved me from despair arms, gave me back my confidence in myself and stopped me from committing suicide at the last minute. Thanks to him, now I am happy as I have never been and I do not believe there are many other women in the world. But to see how we got here ...
The first man in my life was Ronnie. A pretty boy wiped his way, who excel in any field, but had a gentleness of which managed to attract. At least to me, that she was attracted to him. I did not mind that wear glasses
You may be wondering what Ronnie was flawless. Well, unfortunately for me, but for him, Ronnie was not man enough to satisfy a woman. His knowledge of love was limited to what he had seen through dirty movies you download from the Internet, in an unfortunate seasoned with all sorts of quirks, meant a slimy rather than to fascinate a serious girl and her place as we were I then like we claim that we remained until today. For this reason, no one year after the start of our intimate life, I announced as I could seriously:
- Ronnie, I'm sorry, but notice that our relationship is not heading in the right direction. I think it would be better for each to go on his way and see what his future holds ...
Then I explained, in detail, what bothered me about him. Of course, he tried to make me change my mind, promising me the moon. More precisely - that has to change and it has to do only what I say. And many more ... but in vain. I was adamant. I left without a trace of regret and I did not want to hear it.
Luckily for me, I did not stay too long alone. It so happened that graduating college, to start the service and at even my first job, you know someone who liked me. His name is Johannes, but friends and acquaintances called him John. It was very well equipped in terms of physical looks like a mannequin true nature was generous with him. And in terms of how they manifest in society, Ronnie was the exact opposite. The cat was too stiff and shy, it was on both the detached and bold. Full of charm and humor, John managed without difficulty to make a pleasant female side, there is little chicks who fawn around him and kittens beside bowls of milk, hoping to curry favor.
Luckily, no one can tell me I look not bad. On the contrary, although I do not like to talk about Own the person must leave aside modesty and admit that we are well proportioned and a girl at least tidy. Even I could say they are a very pleasant appearance, especially as I know quite chic and fashionable sense. As a result did not come as a surprise to me that after only a few months when he made the acquaintance of John approached me with the proposal directly. He said, in a tone romantic, wicker embarrassment certainly tone that I'm sure they had practiced it in his romantic experiences with other girls:
- Dear Doris, I would invite you to ice cream and chocolate with confidence. But I do not know if you like something, and ...
- Oh, John, how much I do not like ice cream with whipped cream and chocolate? I answered while you spoil me like a spoiled kid. At so it's impossible to say no ...
I have become so beloved John after about three months of my yard that did in the most romantic way possible. It was really lovely and flattering behavior or sometimes even to me. Arms flowers at the door, cheesy messages on your cell phone, sightseeing tours ... nothing was missing from the man threw arsenal in the fight to conquer me. And, as I said, he has failed. I gave him a trip into a summer evening that I will never forget - so full of sensuality was. And his skill in the art was one full of love, able, male, meet every woman and cause her to want to much longer. What woman would not have wanted to be loved as a perfect lover, as was John?
Unfortunately for me, it would not last more than two years. Paradoxically, the just plethora of outstanding qualities with which nature endowed him John have been the reason our relationship breakdown, which at one time seemed perfect. Being so special Women who were all watching him, all they wanted. And, after all, I had ... I do not even know if I cheated with one or more. But really, it does not matter. The idea is that I caught him several times in the company of other women, but only once in a clear position unfaithful man. What I was enough. I left John about the same words with which I left Ronnie:
- John, I'm sorry, but notice that our relationship is not moving in a good direction. I think it would be better for each to go on his way and see what her future holds ... Farewell!
Next man in my life was Clark. Coming after John, could give the impression of a common type. However, he had something special in the way of being and of putting it. He knew how to choose words so managed to fool them women face. Unfortunately for me, I was one of those fooled ... only a few months after I became intimate with him, I learned that it was poor as a church mouse, he had a lot of debts and he is in search of a favorable political parties in financial terms, which take him out of the embarrassing situation in which indulged in a while. I left without thoughts are, offending against him as dowry hunter worth a pervert like him.
There followed, in my life, two other men from poor human invoice, which strengthened my conviction that there is true love, disinterested and that my only chance to survive was to give up looking. I do not like to remember her, but I want only to say that the first of them was an engineer with intellectual pretensions thoroughbred, but spoke very ugly and offended me in wonder why sometimes right in front acquaintances, while the second was a painter, simple and hardworking man, but drunk the way out, which gave me the ground without warning me before ...
I was seized with despair, I was on the verge of a crack. So I went to my psychologist Professor in college and I asked for advice. He listened to me kindly, I understand the anger, I promised that I would support if needed, but asked me to wait a while, because something good and beautiful to me can happen anytime. I listened. I waited. And well I did, because otherwise we were not now so in love and happy ...
I met David completely random. I observed a high stick blind, who expect a crosswalk to cross the street. And I offered to help him. I took my hand and we crossed. I wanted then to me, but I remember him hand, praying:
- Miss, if you were so kind, I could dare to please drive until the bus station? I could do well alone, but would take longer and, you know, are very rushed today ...
- Of course, I replied, and I'm especially heading towards the bus station. With pleasure.
So it went the first meeting with David. Later, traveling together, I had to talk to him and learn a lot of interesting things that left me speechless. It was so fascinating that blind man, and had a way to utter words so warm that you his words went straight to the heart. It was downright capacitive David and I did not hesitate to say so. It was probably the smartest and most courageous step that I've ever done in the realm of love.
Have passed since then, more than three months and I and David form a perfect couple. We love each other like children, and we behave as such. The sun came out on my street, although David's eyes could not see him. The thing great about my teacher told me that I could ever happen, happened to me. David is a
- You see, Doris sometimes to see things more clearly, it's good to keep your eyes closed ... I shudder to melt me the right and thank heaven that I intend to put in their way.
There are, indeed, now, extremely happy. I feel fulfilled in every respect and I look forward the day when I will marry David. My friends and relatives are you as an excited man next to me, they all appreciate, respect and love. And my parents ... Mom and Dad, when I saw how happy I did not ever had seen in their lives, and they were convinced that good man is David, behaved in a manner totally special. I have been there from the beginning and promised me that I will remain nearby, realizing and understanding that a love like that between me and David, a love - truly cosmic meaning beyond earthlings - between a seer and A blind is a heavenly gift that few people get it in their lives ...
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