Showing posts with label PATERNAL LOVE. Show all posts
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Friday, April 29, 2016

My angel

I'm not sure of the existence of angels, just as I imagine most people - entities of light energy invested in protecting, to lead souls to the afterlife, confer by their mere presence, beauty Eden.

But I strongly believe in the existence of people-angels. Top put the plague, says about the people that gentle, warm, loving, generous, angels, patient, conscientious people who make life to exist and ensures harmony. I am fortunate to be protected and loved by such a being of the light soul so modest that it will refuse to recognize these lines.

Is a person whose biological age is absolutely irrelevant as she thinks feels and acts youthfully constant. Joking rare, but it amuses the infantile gestures of those around them; It makes its countless pursued plans and carries them out stubbornly. There is something you do not know or can not do if she proposed. At the job solves problems firmly. On the family with kindness and understanding. Always have the recipe right proper remedy the circumstance and suffering, be it body, soul, and mind. It's impossible to know, or at least started to change a few words with her, and not fall in love immediately and permanently voice that goes up and down in tone, unexpected bright eyes that you heat the soul of perfume discreetly, but so overwhelming and staff. It's a perfume that has nothing to do with containers with bizarre shapes and bright caps from flowing effluvium, sometimes unbearably poignant. It's just a fragrance that surrounds wherever she goes, I feel it when I get in the car or when she opens her wardrobe when she takes off his jacket and puts a scarf when. An almost imperceptible scent, which follows so closely that not once was stopped in the street and asked what the house's perfume...
We know each other for a long time. She knows me even before I made an eye on this world, which makes me sometimes to wonder if the angels there, however, with truly. I will never know with certainty how things are safe by only one fact: I had damn luck! Without her ... I can not describe what I can not even imagine. Because it gives meaning to the world in motion, it is why someone who does not want any to breathe, however, might even try. It is the only creature who banishes my subconscious vocabulary and concepts such as "impossible" or "fear." She talks to a tamer of wild horses tact, uttering words like harmony, stop trembling and deep waters dissipate darkness and dirty that I often feel like drowning. Even if it is not physically with me always, it is the solution to any dilemma. Things are, from this point of view, quite simple: if the problem has no solution, she already knows or will soon imagine; if the problem is resolved, then it will entrust me of this, so in none of the cases there is no point me shake in vain.
I learned everything that makes me human (well, sort of, a form of existence almost sociable, but hey ! nor angels can not do the impossible). Has turned me over the years in a full tolerable, domesticated me. Whenever she could, cracked walls that were blocking my passage stopped the abysses which threatened me with their depth, the ruthlessly cleared forests where I would have been lost. Thanks to her I did.
I always assumed that the list of responsibilities, besides the terrible steadfast love to me and protect me from all evil world duty to forgive myself was among the first. I have no idea if, when incarnated in light Divinity endowed it with a reservoir of forgiveness (a kind of magic pouch which remove one dust tolerance, as you remove the salt shaker a pinch of salt) the fact is that to everyone, her forgiveness is infinite. Perhaps among all gifts, this is the most valuable, because it defines. Forgive us all that loud, sharp words that can not be taken back, and worn until they become blunt and generating less pain, appalling shallowness, lack of practical intelligence or empathy, crass stupidity. Even when I feel useless, a trait she finds that to rise to the rank quality and praise me. She who has not absolutely never violated a promise, I managed to persuade the rest of us, let us respect. She showed me how a promise not only if you believe that you can accomplish and showed me how a person can live a life free to broke his word. For Earth might think at some point to come out of orbit and the sun to rise from the north, but it seems unacceptable to me that it does not respect what she promised.
It's so beautiful and deeply human, be read concentrated a book (so concentrated that a World War household can consume around her without wrest even a look), be prepared macaroons (and we announce seriously it prepares to give the tray down, to give them their snouts sweet walnut shape known) that knits (intertwined, then angry and loosen plaiting until the thread of wool is persuaded to become part of a hoodie or gloves). Everything she touches her hand comes to life, color and vibrates. Being a divine creation, away from Paradise to teach us and us to be bright, it was natural to create here on Earth, a replica of the birthplace. That is a trivial and dilapidated old house has become a sacred space for me, a place to focus the vastness of positive energy. A few days spent there are a string of jewels magic, a precious gift to keep hiding the neck, which melts the heart, occasionally, one bead, enough to help me get up, shake the dust of suffering and to continue my journey through life. Equally miraculous is the garden and orchard, in which plants breathe ordained by her watchful eye. Dozens of roses caught with glass, lilies giants, generations of colorful tulips and daffodils scented, born of bulbs touched by her hands, marigold, chrysanthemums and flowers snapdragon planted in long hours of sitting with your knees on the ground, cared then drag in a constant battle against weeds. Could at any moment to make an outline of how they have placed trees in the orchard, because she him put on each, it was argued, if it was felt that it was caught, and it was forgiven when he made the first flowers.
I love most she s hands. You'd think he keeps her soul in them, so are soft and delicate. Long, thin fingers describe when speaking, gestures diaphanous, like a ballet thoughts that come to life sound. The skin is fine, so she touched her forehead has the effect of forces that calm, a sudden fury of the waves of the mind. An enchanted fluid flowing out of her hands, caressing, bringing sleep, relieving pain.
Yet how likely it would still be impossible? She embodies almost everything people imagine angels. It is one of those people who protect us and lead us through this world, which by their mere presence gives a restful beauty. And in relation to me, possessing including the ability to read my moods and thoughts, desires sense to me even before being formulated. We have eyes communicate almost telepathically, and we often find ourselves saying the same words. Sometimes, jokingly, half seriously, touching her shoulder blades researcher, then I look into her eyes and wonder where she lost wings. Mom smiles with a twinkle in the eye and my ambiguous answer that and just hid them because it confuses gardening.
That's my mother!




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Monday, September 7, 2015

How can I share?

With her hand small and fine. And hot! Hot on the outside and inside. A small hand with a soul in my hand she holds my great and tired and breathless. I hold my breath to hear asleep, picking his heavy breathing of the man who fell asleep. I can escape to from her. She let me pull her hand out of his hand and go beyond. At him, her younger brother newborn.
I remember I race through hundreds of hours, even thousands I stayed beside her to sleep. Just sleep. And I feel that I raise my hand stole from me. That makes me feel her hand I do not belong to me. And it's nice feeling. Especially they belong . The man with the smile of a beautiful goddess. They belong, the one that makes me see myself, I reflect, I find, I find, like me and hate me, love me and forgive me. Let me 
understand.
And that makes me angry because I want to belong to me. Or even to me occasionally. At least when I need to pee.
And the wave of anger and helplessness to recover my self from the grip of her hand, through my head the next 30 years. Her rebellious years, the years leaving home, the years her love, the years in which you like to be snatched the hand. Be it her or others. Let's find. And shed a tear thinking that now I have the hand available from all hands its future. The warmest and most loving, the most unconditional and most possessive. The carefree hand of all. A hand only wants me for it, because it's too painful to share with her brother.
I can feel her breathing hard and I know she sleeps. I would like to turn on the hand May! Let me melt in her hand low and to remain there only her mother. They comprise clamp her hand with the other hand on heart, ask her if I want to feel her pulse small in my heart and I think what a privilege being so wonderful that holds my hand with her whole being.
I can not sip joy state of grace because I hear it. From beyond. He call me with his hand.
He just wants to be his mother!
I carefully hand the tongs escape her possessive love and run away from him hot dry lips and hands.
He did not like my hand. He wants me to squeeze the last body fluids and suck avidly. Preventively with a hand grabbed my other nipple. He drinks me like a beer mug with a scorching August day and  eats me like a hunk of meat to the lions feast. Too much expected to come from it. So he drink and  eat me until exhaustion. Let's nothing left of her mother. To devour all his mother. In one night.
It snatch with full noise, turns, and catch me.

He falls asleep holding my hand!



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Monday, March 9, 2015

SOME THOUGHTS OF A BABY


Dear Mom,
I am completely confused.
I used to fall asleep in your arms soft, warm, loving. Every night I'm nest there, stuck on you, you hear the heartbeat, I felt the perfume, you looked beautiful face, I would let your hair soft and comforted by without me realize asleep safe in your embrace full of love listening to your voice warm and soothing predict how beautiful I will be tomorrow. When I woke up with my little stomach growling with hunger, or because I was cold or hot, or because I needed a little attention, even when a nightmarish dreams disturb me, you were always there, arms ready to go back to wear the most beautiful dreams.
But a week here, everything changed. Every evening the same thing happened last week: me sitting in the crib, you've forehead tenderly caressed, kissed me good night, you turned off the light and left the room. At first I was confused, wondering where you left hoping it will not take long and you feel you near me again. After a few minutes in a dark and watching the lights and shadows on the walls which were carried out in silence disturbed only by a mosquito that I heard somewhere in the distance, began to be afraid, so I cried. And I cried ... And I still cry, Mommy, but you did not come. I was so sad, Mommy ... I was in tears, I started to cry, I hid my head under the blanket soft, and for the first time in my short life, I felt abandoned. I need you so ... I never ever felt so alone. Where have you gone?

After a few minutes, in the end, you're back. Oh, what happiness came over me when I saw you again, if I
had a stone heart. I had thought you left me. I got up and stretched out her hands unto thee, hoping to feel you again neck skin, embrace that I had prepared. But you took me in his arms. Nor have you looked into my eyes. You sat back in the crib with your arms soft and warm, you said: "Sssttt, it's bedtime, goodnight!" And you left.
This happened again and again, and again. I still cry and, after a time, each time longer, you came to me, but I do not ever picked. Once you've been crying for you, at some point, I had to stop. The neck hurt very much, my head was roaring, growling tummy me hungry. But heart hurt most. Just do not understand why you left me. For a moment I thought that this is because I did something wrong, something that should be very bad if I got so painful punishment. Finally, in tears and thinking of all my actions that day, I fell asleep.
After a few nights that seemed like they took forever, had to give up, because you had not come when you cry, and when, finally, you came, did not even look at me, if you do not even care that sighing and shaking all over. The pain was too great to more continuous.
I do not understand, Mom. During the day, you fall and hit me, take me in his arms and kissed me quickly to pass me. If I'm hungry, give me to eat. If I go to you to cute, I guess thoughts and take me in your arms, I fly up and down with kisses and tell me how much you love me. If I need you, just answer me.
But the evening when it is dark and quiet wakefulness and light casts strange shadows on the wall, you disappear. I know you're tired, Mommy, but I love you so much ... I just wanna be with you all.

Now, at night, do not cry, do not cry, but I still miss you ...



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Tuesday, February 24, 2015

DADDY AS A MAN

He came smiling and trying to keep up with his little girl aged five years, which run glad that go to the playground where a bouncy castle was sending the children to the world of stories more or less known. He walked quite clumsy, making a visible effort not to be discordant in relation to the child's progress in the context of the playground and, more than that, it does not spoil the joy princess in pink.

It looked like nothing that would require it, he would have refused. It was a pleasure to see mature man and in many cases even imposing, now enjoying the happiness of the child, from the time of breaking his man, aside contracts, suppliers and customers, dedicating himself totally a baby man. Descending, in other words in her world he was the king.

More valuable than huge amounts of money they made in business and they make many other entrepreneurs like him, was that smile that he could not only bring him his daughter, and she was asking only for a little time and a little sincerity, and a little of what it was thirty years ago, few would have liked to have and he then, little of what has and can give without the risk of losing something.

He looked lost and instantly crossed my mind thousands of men faces serious and determined, mature and serious, winners and fulfilled, plictistiti become routine. Of all these, I prefer it, that he had time to show their feelings, to externalize the child from him for his child, to give him what heaven all we love: time and attention. He was a man who knew how to win and even impose respect for others, but was able to lie on the ground at the feet of his daughter without the slightest hesitation.
 And I felt that if he could give her time and love can give anyone, love does not end, love can divide indefinitely and thus multiplies. And so on all have failed in my hierarchy, and Metrosexual of expensive perfume commercials and charming leader, feared by all and charming with Maybach and genius billionaire who has science sexy little finger and all the footballers and all the famous actors and gorgeous eyes all aesthetic parts more or less artificial modern society never ceases to flood every day.

It remained only for him. He seemed to be that if all these extra man. Plus child. Plus father. And if you could do that, could make me happy and me, as does the princess, as it does on her, she was now at home waiting for him. What else would be like a woman and a mother.
The last time I thought about it, how it seemed natural and charming, filled with an aura that exudes innocence in his juru. Our lives took different paths from one point, but he has not missed any important moment in the life of his daughter. He was there every time and it filled her with a joy that see her every gesture.

Coincidentally I saw him one day, he was in a jeep and try to persuade a young woman on the street, go out for coffee. I saw: a man sure of himself, and he knew he wanted something sure to get. Try to sell well: expensive car, expensive clothes, well-chosen words, money. Who refuse it? The young girl on the street refused. I met again after a while. Do the same. First I refused to believe it. The second time I was despised him. Again a refusal. Why? I could not run to her and tell her: you know what can be wonderful? You know that warm and soothing? You know how to read you can give love to his daughter, just simple gestures? You know what is gentle and human, as few men know to be today? Why does it want?


And I realized that they have no guilt, they are what he wants, but they sell "product" in the wrong way. As they do not need a man with jeep and money, they they will noticeably, a man who has for princesses who leave carried away, innocence and candor, but him to conquer them becomes another, that another that he believes that women fall in love. And it is still a wonderful man!


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Saturday, May 17, 2014

WHO KNOWS Why women cry ?

" Mom, why are you crying ? " He asked a boy mom.
" Because I'm a woman," her mother replied.
" I do not understand ..."
My mother hugged and said ... " And you never will , my dear ."
Later the little boy asked his father, "Why mother crying for no reason ?"
" All women cry for no reason " ... it was all his father could to tell the boy .
The little boy grew up and became a man, but still has not found the answer to his question . Finally , God himself asks , "Lord , why women cry so easily ? "
God said : " When I made the woman I wanted it to be special .
I gave her shoulders strong enough that it can bring the world back , but gentle enough as to provide relief.
I gave her the inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that comes sometimes endure with their own children .
I gave him the strength to go on even when everyone else gives up . Hers is the strength to take care of his family , even in times of sickness and fatigue without complaining .
I gave her the sensitivity to love their child in any circumstances even if it hurt a lot.
I gave her the strength to support her husband and I created from his rib to protect his heart. I gave her wisdom to know that a good husband never hurts his wife not ...
I was in tears ... tears hers to use them whenever needed.                                                    
See, my son , God said , "The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears , the image that it has , in the way he combs his hair. The beauty of a woman can be seen in her eyes. Here is the gate that leads to her heart, the place where love lives . "



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